The 2nd Orbit: Ni & Ne | Season 18 Cognitive Mechanics | CS Joseph

The 2nd Orbit: Ni & Ne | Season 18 Cognitive Mechanics | CS Joseph

 

Please enjoy the public release of this Episode from Season 18 Cognitive Mechanics email lectures.

Transcript:

Let’s talk about cognitive mechanics as this season 18 COG mechanics we’re discussing cognitive orbit, right. And so remember, traditionally, we’ve been talking about cognitive axis and cognitive axes is where you have cognitive functions, and they turn on an axis with one another within the four sides of the mind. So basically, just to kind of use a small example, let’s do like x, y, x, y, and then y x, y x, just to kind of signify functions here on this little whiteboard, etc. And so, calling of axis is basically, the hero function and the Inferior function are together, and then the child and the parents are also together and an axis.

However, when it comes to calling a new of orbit, the hero function is attached directly to the Nemesis function, the parent function is attached directly to the critic function, and the child function is directly attached to the Trickster function. And the Inferior function is attached directly to the demon function. And this basically provides a way for you know how information actually flows through the human brain. Now, remember, you have four perception functions, and you have four decision making functions.

And I actually had a conversation with booga about it earlier tonight. And I’m actually going to quote something that I wrote inside of our messenger chat that I had to that end. So I’m going to bring that up right now. So read it to you guys.

And this provides a little bit more background about kind of like, understanding cognitive functions just a little bit. And I always appreciate booga, because she’s always sending me messaging and challenging things that I say on a regular basis. And it’s great, because, you know, she’s ti hero. And it’s really important to have that kind of person in your life because it guarantees or keeps my arguments sharp, because otherwise, if my TI parent can’t stand up to scrutiny, then what the hell am I even doing, and then I have to like change, you know what I’m saying? So, but further up this conversation as it’s taking forever to load for some unadulterated reason that I can’t explain.

So how I just closed programs to actually give my machine physical resources to process things, that would be nice. But if you guys remember from the beginning of season 18, we talked about the process the system known as input, process, output feedback, right. And so basically, when you’re thinking of judging functions, you got to think of judging functions as the functions in the human brain that were the capacity in the human brain to organize and process data or information, basically just organizing and processing data. Whereas perception functions are about gathering the data and also sharing the data, right gathering and sharing, right? So if you want to look at it this way, from an input process, output feedback standpoint, so input, input basically, equals perception functions from that standpoint.

And remember, you can apply input process output feedback at different levels when it comes to cognition on a on a regular basis. So process when you’re processing things, that is actually for decision making. So for example, like, you know, a ti function, or te function is following a process basically. And then the output.

Output in this case, in terms of this is just basic information flow within cognitive functions. We’re not attaching specific functions to these aspects of the system, although we have done that before, okay, so like, for example, we’ve done that to hold on I would, okay. Kleenex, that will help because I’m going to have to use this board a lot. A lot, a lot.

So, okay, to give myself some more space here to make it easier on you guys. Alright, so import else’s feedback. Okay, so now, so what I’m showing you is a general way and then I’m going to show you the other two ways that we had previously from earlier in cognitive mechanics. So, basically, when we first started, we had you know, expert intuitions providing the input right.

And then the process is, you know, the, it supports the Introverted intuition, which then creates an output which is extroverted sense. Seeing, which leads to the past, which is feedback, input process output feedback. And then we did something very different when it comes to the decision making fun functions, we had extroverted thinking, followed by Ti processing, followed by Fe output, followed by fy, feedback. However, okay, so when you’re looking at this model right here, it’s really important to note.

So. So it’s important to note, So, input process output feedback, everything goes in that direction. Now, if you’re looking at the individual functions, this is actually where they stack in terms of input process output feedback, very important. So I’m just going to, I’m just gonna put like an eye right here, and then a P here, and then an O here, and then an S here, and then I and then a P, and then an O, and then an F.

Okay, great. Pretty simple, right? Well, the thing is, is that we’re going to use the same model, but we’re going to apply it in a different way. So what we’re going to do is we’re going to we’re going to separate perception versus decision making also known as judging, okay. So, perception versus decision making, looking at it this way, so the input is going to be perception for this model, and then the process is actually going to be judging for just going to be looking at J versus p, essentially, just J versus p, and the output is going to be perception judging.

And then the output is also perception, basically. And then the feedback is also judging, right. And this will and what and what this does, what this does is that it shows you how information flows in and out of the human brain, it also shows you how information flows in and out of the ego, and then in and out of other people’s egos around a person. Now, if you really want to look at the layer, or the level of just cognitive functions, you use this model, if you want to be specific to functions, but we’re just comparing a J versus p judging versus perception.

Judging perception works this way, when it comes to the input is perception, the process or processing, that input is a judgment, basically, the output is a perception as a result of that judgment. And then the feedback, like our response is also a judgment basically, right. And if you want to look at it even more, if you want to look at more closely than that, this would be process would be judging that is internal, right, output would be perception, that is external input. Inputs, would be perception, its internal, and feedback would be external as well.

So you can actually see, you know, just in terms of the introversion, or the extraversion model, where it like really begins with the self, and then it goes out elsewhere, right. So you’re using an internal perception here with your j with your P, basically. And then you’re using an internal judging decision here. And then you’re using all of this piece to create, you know, an external perception of some kind, that is going to be judged externally by other people.

But I can argue introvert and extraversion for each one of these pieces. I’m just showing you what the primaries are. Okay? This is just what the primaries are. Now, this is a little confusing.

09:00 To say the least, very complex, but again, these are not static, these are dynamics. If you really want to get down to statics, okay, you could use these bottom models here for input output, or input process output feedback. Sure. But again, if you’re just looking at just J versus p, internal perception, external perception, internal judging, external judging, you can argue, you know, so perception is primarily input and output, but process and feedback.

That’s judging basically, however, there is an internal and an external component for both, although it is primary here and then so this would be primary internal perception, but it could also have an external perception for the input. It could have that but that’s just that’s a secondary trait. So again, primary sector so think of these as each one of these things that’s its own little yin and yang. Basically, this is a Yang.

This is yin and yang. This is a yin and yang. This is a yin and yang. These are in in Yang is basically the yin and yang model all the way across The board, right? So it’s no si and ni are our perception functions moody they they are not there.

Yeah, their perception functions don’t don’t see it that way. This is really hard because I am having a hard time presenting this in an irrational way I’m doing this is pure logic right here, and this is not really helping. So I’m gonna get a little bit closer to the camera. So hopefully that will help.

But yeah. In general, that’s how this works. So when you’re understanding cognitive orbit, it’s important to know these systems, so that you can actually utilize it in a way where it makes sense. But going back to what I said to booga in the Facebook, messenger chat, judging functions just organize and process data.

And that’s why mostly they’re, they’re involved in the process, and the feedback, etc. Now, if we’re just going to look at the functions in terms of input, process, output feedback, they follow this, for looking at individual functions, if we are assuming, like in terms of like morals, like the actual definitions there, but if we’re just looking at perception versus judging within a human being, it actually follows this more model. From a fluid standpoint, instead of these, because these are pretty static, this is more dynamic, which is more true of what a human being is. But this is a lot more static, but both of them apply.

They’re just at different layers. So if we’re going to break it down to the level of just straight up cognitive functions, gonna go here, but if you’re gonna look at combinations of cognitive functions, we’re going to follow this model here, which is like, you know, the J versus p. This is one of the areas where the MBTI is not incorrect, about certain things. The My issue with the MBTI is, is that while it’s definitions of J versus p, is very good, and actually accurate.

The problem is, is that they confuse people because you have an INFJ, who has an NI hero perceiving function, and then you have an E intp, who has an any hero perceiving function, but for some reason, the INFJ is a J type instead of a p type, right? And the reason why is because you have an introverted function combined with the with the perception hero, right, versus an external judging function that is combined with a perception hero and internal perception hero. So what that means is, is that when you start to combine cognitive functions for like decision making, and I’m going to be releasing an infographic that so like recently on cutting edge was CSJ, I think it was like three months ago, I basically white boarded a grid, similar to the type grid that you could use to actually anticipate, or at least it shows you how people’s decisions are crafted in their mind using cognitive combinations, where cognitive functions actually combined with one another to create certain outcomes, or certain outputs, basically, and again, it follows the input process output feedback model on a consistent basis. But, you know, if we’re just going to look at just individual functions, they’ll have these behaviors here. But you know, that again, it’s all very dynamic, very dynamic.

And really, to get a full understanding of this, you have to kind of know calculus, and that’s why I’m trying to basically take all this information and put them into like, various abacus advocacies at MCI abacuses. I don’t know the plural of abacus. I’m just gonna assume abacuses. Or maybe I don’t assume and Google it because I have Google right here.

Let’s see. Plural. Word for abacus. Let’s see.

Oh, what is it? Oh, ABA chi or abacuses? Apparently both are accepted. Okay, well, this is according to word hippo.com. And I don’t know. Oh, also the Merriam Webster also says that ABA chi or abacuses work.

Okay. So remember judging functions just organize and process data and perception functions gather and share data, basically. So each you know, judging functions has an input and an output and perception functions have an input output, which means you can actually literally reduce the human brain to binary, you can literally do it to IO. You can reduce all of it to IO.

And that basically means our brains are a computer and we could literally if we can translate our souls into IO though, or input outputs or ones and zeros, basically ones and zeros, that means we have the ability to transfer our souls into other constructs, basically. And basically, our souls are written of code, basically. And it’s, this proves because of this, because literally our brains follow the system of input process output feedback that literally is an IO ones and zeros binary system. That’s what it is.

It is a binary system. Although it’s systems upon systems upon systems, which gives it a dynamic approach, but eventually we will actually be able to reduce it to straight IO. As a result, we’ll be able to know the source code of the soul. And at that point, we’ll achieve immortality via technology as mental eugenics and usher in a very perilous world of slavery for mankind.

Because of everyone being controlled by my fear of death, I won’t be one of those people. I am saying that death is a gift, but all you transhumanists out there can go enjoy your enslaved form of immortality via technology, as it says in Revelation chapter nine, and they will seek death, but they cannot find it. Anyway. So So what is the second orbit? So the second orbits going, going in there so yeah.

So, yeah, a straight through cable. Thanks. We’re gonna have to have cat nines for that, you know, these cat sixes aren’t going to be good enough, right? You know, many Giga closet data, right? Who knows? Who knows? We’ll see. Anyway, so the second orbit so introverted intuition out and speaking, which I need to actually like, read the definition, the updated definitions.

So I’m gonna read you guys the updated definitions of introverted intuition and expert intuition. So Introverted Intuition is willpower. It’s also known as my choice, my future, my desire, my passion, my wishes, my goals, my results, my objective, my options, my choices. It’s also the source of hope.

It’s a source of hope. And I users are all about hope. Basically. They also can be very tenacious.

Tenacity, is what is more attached to Introverted intuition. And just to verify that we’re going to actually define tenacity right now, just to make sure that’s accurate. Okay. retentiveness as of adhesiveness property of matter by which virtue things stick or adhere to others, stickiness, stickiness, the glue, basically tenacity is the glue, extremely persistent in adhering to or doing something stubborn or relentless.

Yeah, tenacity is definitely Introverted intuition. So So tenacity is super, super important. Whereas like, Introverted Sensing, some people say some people think that Introverted Sensing is tenacious. It’s really not.

It’s not tenacious. The reason why is because it’s very long suffering, it’s enduring. It puts up with things, it stands firm, it just it keeps going. And it’s more of a form of perseverance.

Whereas Introverted Intuition is actually tenacity. Okay, where it’s just it’s relentless. It’s dauntless, that’s another aspect of it relentless and dauntless. That is, it doesn’t it doesn’t relent.

An example of that is that my my INTJ ex girlfriend, who still emails me to this day, 19:02 she told me recently, how much she didn’t ever want to hurt me, etc. And this is just sent like, just towards the end of this last month. And it I mean, it was it was kind of interesting how that, how that went down. But this is an example of tenacity.

So actually, you know, I’m actually going to do folks the honor of reading it right here since it’s, um, let’s see here. Where would it be trying to figure out where it is? Okay. I think I found the specific email that came in. So oops.

Okay. All right. So she sent me this message. For example.

Well, after saying that she was done with me and door slammed me, et cetera, which she said, like, I think three times total over the last two years. And this is a woman I went on one date with, we never, we never had any physical intimacy at all, one date with and she’s an eye hero, she’s very tenacious, right? Extremely tenacious. And we’re going to be using her as an example. You know, from a cognitive orbit standpoint as to kind of how that manifested a little bit within her mind and show you basically Okay, where did this go, you know, pathways as as an INTJ, woman, etc, etc.

So, so she says, quote, and this is a this is on November 23. And she had asked me, okay, well don’t, don’t share my emails, etc. And then she like, freaked out and got upset or something, and then said that she was door slamming would never email me again. But then she emailed me this again, and this is the last email she sent me.

And she says, quote, I just want to say, I hope, you know, I never meant to hurt you. And I’m like, Really, I never meant to do damage to you. I never meant to make any bit worse by getting triggered. Even though I can be a snobby bitch, I know, you would have valued me more than anything.

I have recently, an ESTP that wants to be my life partner. I’m not sure how I feel about it still. But I just wanted to know, that’s what she said. And I haven’t responded to these emails in a very, very long time.

But I actually responded to this one, it’s the only one I responded with. And I tell her, you know, she needs to be happy. I gave her my blessing for going on to be with that. EMTP even though like, I, I never.

I mean, she do whatever she wants, and she doesn’t need my blessing at all. But given that I know how tenacious introvert intuition is Introverted intuition, once it knows it wants something, it can’t let go of something. Right. And, and the reason why I responded to her, even though I haven’t, you know, responded to her for like, a very long time, et cetera, is that, I mean, I’ve had some recent epiphanies.

And I’ve just decided that it’s important to me to like build bridges instead of burn bridges. So those of you out there who are wondering like, Okay, well, why are you like, even in contact with this person, or whatever. It’s just like, the reason why is because I’m trying to, you know, build bridges, not burn bridges, I know that some bridges need to be burned. And a lot of you se users out there believe that.

But at the same time, it’s that USC users also, oftentimes don’t give people an opportunity to change or even grow. And I know people can change I know, people can grow. So it’s important to build bridges instead of edges. So I’ve actually reached out to a lot of people recently that I’ve blocked, I’ve also unblocked a bunch of people, and had some conversations, again, with some people from my past, et cetera.

And for the most part, it’s been pretty good. And it’s been pretty healthy and haven’t had to know. So. But anyway, this is an example of an NI hero’s tenacity, she just couldn’t let go of me for two years.

Now it looks like she’s finally able to go to me because she hasn’t emailed me since. Which is an example of Okay, great, maybe she just needed that kind of closure for her and I to be able to stop being tenacious about me and start being tenacious about this EMTP that she has in her life, which Good for her. And I did tell her like, hey, you know, you need to be happy. So definitely be happy, et cetera.

So she’ll have that opportunity. Well, why am I saying this is because like, the thing is, is that inter intuition here is so powerful is that once it actually allows itself to want something, it can’t let go of that thing. It really can’t. And, and then through cognitive orbit, that actually translates down to expert intuition.

And you know what she says, where she talks about in her email about how she’s being triggered, et cetera, that’s expert intuition, Nemesis, paranoia that’s being activated because it’s like, hey, I want you so much I am so tenacious about you, etc. So I’m in order to protect my choice in order to protect what I want, and you are what I want. I’m going to go out of my way to eliminate all of your choices and eliminate everybody else’s choice. And she did she it’s so funny, because I literally got to watch her do this amazing campaign against me, because I broke up with her for not being honest with me and I actually showed actually said in my email, like, hey, you know, you’re getting with this E and TP guy.

So what’s really important about that, is that yeah, burn the bridge and rebuild it better. again through that Kaz True that. Yeah. And it’s all about communicating boundaries.

Absolutely, guys. Absolutely. But what I told her is that, gosh, dang it, I missed my point. I was gonna say cuz I wanted to see what the chat was coming up.

But I told her I told her like, look, getting with this EMTP hopefully you’re getting closure, you’re moving on from me, you should just focus on you, you should be happy, stop concerning yourself with me etc. And you know, and I’m like, the reason why we weren’t together is because I found out you lied to me and you weren’t being honest with me. And we moved on from that. And I told you that’s just not going to work, I can’t trust you.

And 25:49 and then she went on this huge campaign, this tenacious campaign, she literally like messaged every single person or most people, probably the vast majority. I think in those days, it was like 2500 followers on Instagram and literally spoke to all the followers and she used through cognitive orbit, her expert intuition Nemesis paranoia, basically, because, you know, she wanted to take ownership of me she wanted to she wanted to basically own you know, I finally figured found a man that I that I want, so I choose him. And because I choose him, I’m going to eliminate the competition. Oh competition is like a really big deal for expert sensing inferior, because extroverted sensing inferior is very afraid of other people taking its attention, because or the attention is receiving because expert sensing inferior, in order for it to be able to handle itself through you know, its cognitive orbit, etc.

And we talked a lot about this last month. So the extroverted sensing loves to receive attention, it loves to have attention, which means an INTJ woman thrives on attention, and is hoping to get the attention from her man. So her being so tenacious with our Introverted Intuition hero, is that when extroverted sensing through cognitive orbit, it’s not receiving the attention it’s looking for, it begins to have self destructive behavior through Introverted Sensing demon, right. It has self destructive behavior, this could be drugs, it could be binging, it could be illicit sex, it could be when I stands consistently, who knows but as a form of self, dis self disrespect towards one’s own being personality or their their body, their mind, or some kind of self poisoning, self destructive behavior, right.

But when you’re looking at cognitive orbit, from an introverted intuition hero to extroverted a nemesis point of view, it goes in a completely different direction. Because it’s like I’ve made my choice, he is my choice with my ni hero, I’m going to take away his choices, I’m going to make sure that Chase can’t have any other girl within his social media, so he can’t replace me so easily. So that he has no choice. But to come back to me.

And that is her expert intuition, Nemesis approach. Being very paranoid that I wouldn’t that I said that I wouldn’t want her tomorrow or wouldn’t want her later. So she goes out of her way to speak to basically literally every person in my social landscape, basically introduce yourself, tell them about how much of a horrible person I am to basically effectively scare them off, so that all of a sudden, like I wouldn’t be able to get laid at all. And apparently, the only source that I could do that with would be her or something.

And then I would have no choice but to give her my attention and go back to her or something like that. And that seemed to be her goal with and through sheer tenacity, absolute sheer tenacity. She literally just went I mean, she even contacted members of my family. And when he got really scary, you know, it got really scary.

And she even contacted my sister and my sister actually disowned me for a while, actually, for a long time because of that. And the famous quote from my sister is Wow, Chase, you’re just making yourself an ass on the internet. Like, okay, I mean, you could believe what you want. But, my sister, she’s an ESF j where conflict types she doesn’t really believe anything.

I say that she has te demon, no matter how correct I am. And she just honestly thinks I’m kind of an evil person because how pragmatic I am and because of TI parent. So you know, it is what it is. She likes to live in her own little bubble and likes to have her head in the sand sometimes.

But I mean, a lot of ignorant ESF J’s out there like to do that and I can’t blame them. But this is an example just a real life example from my past as to how I’ve dealt with Introverted intuition, tenacity that leads to Extraverted Intuition Through cognitive orbit because remember, guys, cognitive orbit is when you have a function in the ego and then it’s reverse function. Basically, if to an introverted function in the ego, then the the extroverted function in the unconscious is activated. And it becomes like a backdoor to the ego or, or the front door, basically to the unconscious through that specific cognitive function.

Not only was she kind of way of eliminating my choices and limiting women that I could potentially choose, she was also eliminating choices that other women would have in trying to choose me basically. And it’s so funny because when her and I were actually in a relationship, my wife Rogan would show up in the live chat before we were even together. And she had this huge competition, anxiety towards, towards Railgun, in the live chat, etc. And that that really in in, she actually emailed talking about Railgun, and how she saw railguns plants from the beginning and cetera, and how Railgun might not be meeting my needs, etc, and all these different criticisms that she provided towards Railgun.

And well, while I would say that, you know, some criticisms that she did have a railgun were definitely accurate. A lot of them were not accurate, and still born out of that expert intuition, Nemesis activated nemesis, paranoia that an INTJ would have via cognitive orbit, essentially. And it’s just, you know, it’s, it’s terrible, you know, in that way. And I understand what you’re saying, Kevin, I get it.

But, you know, when I’m not, I’m not saying these things so that you folks can judge her. I’m saying these things that you folks can understand her, basically, and also understand what a lot of anti heroes have to go through on a regular basis, because se inferior jealousy as well, as you know, se, I’ve noticed that he’s very jealous, whereas N E is very envious, basically. So try to try to keep that in mind. Yeah, se is jealous.

So I’m actually going to update my notes just to so I don’t forget that. So jolas, C, and then going all the way up here, and then and then the envy. Now we talked about, we talked about the definition of introverted intuition, which you know, and talking about tenacity, let’s talk about the definition of expert intuition. Expert.

Intuition is potential energy. It is metaphysics, it is desirability, it has consequences. It’s awareness of what other people want. It gives other people choices and options.

It’s always seeking desire. It’s also the why it’s the effect, it’s envy, it also comes hope, it’s seeking hope. It wants hope. Because expert intuition types can be very hopeless, and they lose hope easily.

So you need an introvert intuition user in their life, to be able to gather up more hope they use their expert intuition function to gather hope. And mine that hope out of an introvert intuitive, as much as like an extroverted thinker likes to mind truth out of a TI users head. And that’s why you always hear te users say, hey, I want to pick your brain, saying I want to pick your brain is literally a te user talking to a TI user. Oh, you know, in any user is seeking hope and trying to extract hope from an introverted intuitive, but a cognitive, but in a cognitive orbit standpoint, using my ex INTJ girlfriend, for example, expert intuition, if you could see how you know she started with here, I’ll just I’ll just draw it out actually.

So we’ll just have, we’ll just have her four sides of the mind. In this example here. So we have N I T, E, F, phi sc, and then oops, kind of sucks when I’m not paying attention to that. And then we have n e, t i, i, F, E, si.

Okay. So from a cognitive orbit standpoint, it’s for an intuition. And an introverted intuition is directly linked down to extrovert intuition. So this is a cognitive orbit.

Now remember, cognitive axis is ni connected to se and then if we’re going to do another cognitive orbit, you can do the extroverted sensing goes all the way down to Introverted Sensing. Okay. So, so this is so we’ll we’ll put this here. So this is us.

This is Andy’s mind. Okay. Alright, so this is this is Andy’s mine. Okay, so my ex girlfriend, and so basically just just to run This through this model, in this case, hopefully, it’s actually can, it’s very seeable.

If it’s not see bold, move it up a little bit closer. 35:10 So, but so yeah, intuition hero wanted me, she went out of her way to eliminate my choices and the choices of others. So remember, it’s aware of potential energy. So she was aware of other potential women that I would potentially want or I would potentially choose, she was also aware of other women who would choose me.

And knowing that’s important because I’m any hero, and I like to be chosen by other women basically. So she went out of her way to eliminate their choices by scaring them away from me, and then also eliminate my choices, because then there’s not very many women seeking me if she scared them off, basically. So it’s a one two punch based on her cognitive orbit. But what’s motivating this, what’s motivating this is that I broke up with her, which means her expert sensing and no longer getting that attention.

So that no attention ends up being sent through cognitive access to enter an intuition. Oh, crap, I’m not getting attention from any want chases attention. I’m not getting his attention anymore. Oh, crap.

So because this axis loop is no longer happening, there’s no energy being sent between these two anymore, then she has no choice but to bend it on the self. Okay. And this is really, really key. This is really, really important.

Remember, Martin Luther said that Martin Martin Luther said that said nature is when the self bends in on the self, right? Well, cognitive orbit is very similar to that cognitive orbit is the self bending in on the self, because she doesn’t have any actual conscious external attention feeding what she wants her and I, the attention is basically gone, my attention is gone from her. And I took it all away, because I broke up with her essentially. So then her tenacity is still there, I really want him I really want him but I’m not getting that attention. So essentially defaults down to an E nemesis, and an attempt to be able to get my attention back.

So what she would do is that she would basically harm me, and all the while because she wasn’t getting an attention, this other orbit activated the same exact time. It activated at the same time. And then she started doing Introverted Sensing self destructive fear, okay? So, so self destructive, which is, apparently I spelt it, self destructive, destructive, destructive, now, self destructive behavior. So, and which basically means, you know, she wasn’t able to let go with me, she tried to alienate me from every single person that was following me on Instagram, all of my friends, actually, she became friends with my former best friend, and I decided to not be friends with him, because I felt like he was using me.

And then she ended up. Rumor hasn’t moving in with him, but I don’t know if that’s necessarily true or not, but and so she ended up, you know, hanging out with him and his, his partners, et cetera. And, and I’ve since reached out to him and see if, you know, we can be like, Hey, what’s up or whatever. And he’s reached out back.

And there’s an ongoing discussion there. But, you know, who knows, maybe we can be friends again? Or not, but at least, you know, we’ll have we’ll walk away with an understanding and a gentleman’s agreement, either leave each other alone, or maybe make things better than they were before. You know, or maybe it’s just like, a full on boundary set thing. Who knows, but regardless, you know, she had she went through this self destructive behavior, and you know, most people would would say, okay, yeah, she’s kind of behaved like a stalker, because she was like, she was talking to your family, she’s talking to your friends, she was talking to your entire social network on every social network that you’d access to making videos about you.

And again, this is all over literally one date. And we never were intimate, but okay. And I found out she was lying to me. So then I broke up with her after the fact.

But the but the tenacity, you know, it was there and she wasn’t getting my attention anymore, because it led to her self destructive behavior. At the same time, that she just still wanted things and then engaged her paranoia through cognitive orbit. And then she went out of her way to destroy my choices and the choices of other women that could potentially be with me, because that meant that she would have a future with it, where it would be guaranteed that she wouldn’t have my attention anymore, but through cognitive orbit her and I hero knows that she has a chance. She has a chance to get my attention back again.

So the only way that she will have a chance to have my attention, which is what she really wants. She would have to go out of her her way to destroy my choices and the choices of other women so that there is a higher chance thus, the only option left logically speaking, would be for me to give her my attention again, which is, you know, yeah, guys, this is really common. This is actually very common. Okay.

Many of you could argue that this is unhealthy, I make sure with this hyperbolic, tenacious reaction on her part. Sure. It’s, this is definitely an outlier. And she is an outlier on that.

But I mean, you know, she’s also, she’s also pretty brilliant and brilliant people tend to go way overboard with things. I mean, I do, I go overboard with a whole bunch of stuff. But I’m just trying to make you guys aware of this phenomenon, because smaller, less hyperbolic cognitive orbit approaches within the psyche actually happen on a day to day basis with everybody, you know, so So remember, and I acity, right, and I tenacity versus, you know, expert intuition. You know, creating choices, creating desire, et cetera.

I mean, that’s, that’s basically, that’s basically the difference as to how that goes. So if if an orbit is activated, she loses attention. I’m saying that basically, too, if you saw that model, two orbits were activating the Si su R, it was activating. And the N I N E orbit was activating because there wasn’t any external information hitting her expert sensing, she was not getting that external need for my attention met.

And then because of that, it literally broke the rest of the system, it broke her ego. And then and then it started, she started going down the unconscious to fill that hole, basically. And that, you know, ended up creating this situation, where she was effectively talking to everybody within my, you know, my circle my family, talking mad shit about me behind my back. What I would like to say, though, it was really, really interesting.

And here’s another example of tenacity that was actually shown. That was actually shown by a third party. And I’d like to read it to you here in this because I think it really demonstrates let’s see here. I think I had, like I had it here somewhere.

Let’s see here. I’m gonna search the search documents. Here it is. Okay.

And I’m going to pull him up on my computer now. So I can read you. This is basically the perspective of a third party, who was witnessing the tenacity involved with this particular cognitive orbit. hoping, hoping to do it here.

But this was taken from these photos were taken from that podcast that hates my guts, for some reason that people who formerly worked for me, etc. And it’s not it’s not the one. Okay. Okay.

Okay. All right. Alright, so this is a third party. So let’s, let’s, let’s first begin with an example.

Okay, let’s see. All right, so, so this is, this is a direct quote from her on these photos, take it from this location. So, quote, I think it’s been apparent his company and his mental health has tanked since he’s been with Railgun. He’s never had more critics and more people make videos, then since then.

And I’m like, Yeah, because any publicity is good publicity. I mean, it’s so funny that the people that made that podcast about me saying how horrible of a person I am, I have made like, CSJ, as a company has made a lot of money off of their podcast. And because of their hatred that they spew of me, people actually watch their show first, and then end up coming over to the YouTube channel, realizing I’m correct about things, and then they end up buying coaching and buying other services from us. Because they know I’m right.

And then they just completely ignore the people that were spit now hate so those people spitting hate just literally actually makes me a lot of money. So, yeah, a lot of people making videos about me. It’s really good. I mean, even Andy herself has made a ton of videos about me as a result of her tenacity.

which has been very helpful to us. 45:04 So he’s never had more any more critics or more people make videos and since then, he’s never screwed over more people and still acts like he’s in the right because she supports his lies and delusions. Okay, being married to a fellow ti parent, there is not support in lies and delusions, trust me. He’s never been more delusional, I guess delusional is in the eyes of the beholder.

He’s saying I’m delusional, because her extroverted sensing inferior is upset that I’m not giving her any attention, right. And then she says and continuing to act like the INFJ is and the INTJ is, are the ones with the problem. He says INFJs should door slams the losers of their life. And trust me, they did.

I find the entire psychological mess interesting from an analytical standpoint, but I never plan on talking to him again, while she said this September 9 2020. And the email I read to you guys earlier, was in late November 2020. Okay. So, but I never plan on talking to him again, or about him publicly, ever, he will never get the time of day from me publicly ever again.

Well, to as far as I know, she hasn’t said anything about me publicly. But she does say a lot to me privately since then. Interesting. He can just sit back and watch me succeed and crush my goals.

I really hope she succeeds. I especially hope she succeeds with that EMTP. Hopefully, he is alpha seed and not beta need, if you know what I’m saying. Anyway, moving on.

So then after she made a statement like that, on this final photo, there’s a third party that came in to this conversation, who actually pointed out the cognitive orbit specifically. And I think it’s so interesting how things like cognitive axis and cognitive orbit actually comes up directly in conversation with people. And it’s really, really fascinating. So this guy’s name is Xavier.

And he starts questioning her on some of her decisions, et cetera. So well, let’s read this. So she begins saying, I came in to the server to rant about him. Why else would I even be in here at Xavier? Discord is not real life.

Sorry to break it to you. He doesn’t live in my head at all. But when I see inaccuracies I call them out. As is also on September 9 On the same day, that she said that you know that statement about never speaking about him.

And then he responds, quote, I’m sorry. But if you talk about someone every day, they are living in your head rent free, sorry to break it to you dot dot dot. And then she says, I’m literally am here to talk shit, though and call out his BS nothing different than anyone else who has been smeared by him. And it’s not every day.

Please be accurate when making assessments. If you have issues with people who have been in are consistently publicly smeared and lied about by him, maybe you should take that up with him. I don’t I don’t lie about people. I have publicly smeared people before like Vic Ruiz who stole the ultimate messaging formula, and then posted it publicly on Facebook and handed it out for free.

Yeah, I publicly shamed him. I publicly smeared him. Oh, well. And in doing so I actually made a good amount of money doing that, because I it created a lot of buzz and a lot of exposure, which led to more sales.

So the ultimate messaging formula on launch week. And so what do you want to do? Some guy just stole my work, I started handing it out. So yeah, like hashtag PR stunt, it leads to additional money coming in to recover the money that was stolen from me get over it. So Xavier goes on again, it doesn’t matter why you’re here or why you’re talking about him.

It’s the fact that you are talking about him literally almost every day. That’s not healthy. It’s what he says. And then she responds.

It’s not almost everyday recently. Yeah. Because I get his little followers messaging me about what he’s saying. Gosh, I remember.

I wonder how many of you followers out there are gonna be messaging her about this. That’d be that’d be fun. You know, se demon is quivering and excitement. Anyway.

And then Xavier goes on saying you shouldn’t focus your attention on people who you know are negative is what he says. And then she responds with dude, I’m not I have a very fulfilling life. I don’t know if that’s true. I am grateful to have nothing to do with him is what she says.

And then Xavier responds. Chase is still part of that fulfilling life though. And then she’s like, your block now. Bye, guys.

I’ve given all the screen shots I can’t anyhow. And then some other person said, Ah, did she leave for good because she actually left the server and never came back. And that’s literally when that podcast died. That podcast about me died.

So yeah. Interesting how that works. So the point is the point is, is that yeah, you only be proven right? That’s correct Gemini lady, thank you for bringing that up. Very interesting.

But anyway, the point is, it’s really important to know or to note that Xavier was pointing out the fact that she could not let go, she and how I had space in her head. And it’s because of that Introverted intuition, Hero tenacity, and then the cognitive orbit where she was still actively going out of her way to try to eliminate choices. And then except at this point in time, you know, the fact that I’m married by this time, all of a sudden, there’s an additional obstacle in the way from her getting what she wants would be, which would be my attention. And she’s attacked me multiple times, she’s, she has attempted to destroy my reputation very much times.

And I think they’re all just attempts at trying to get my attention back trying to trying, trying, trying so hard. Because eventually her expert intuition, Nemesis orbit didn’t work. And so she had to actually change her strategy. Because after contacting my entire social network, and after contacting my friends, my family, and, and trying to eliminate choices and hoping I come back to her, I didn’t, and then all of a sudden, she had to change your strategy.

So then at that point, she just decided to, like try to make a show, or do what INFJs do light themselves on fire, because they’re not getting attention, because they figure, hey, if I just go off in one big bang, I’ll finally get some attention, because that’s what I desperately want. And even then she’s still not getting attention. And for an extroverted sensing inferior, where you have performance anxiety, and you’re really afraid of other people not noticing you not being noticed by the one person that you want to be noticed by, is actually really terrifying, and can be a nightmare, especially for an INFJ, who really thrives on getting attention from other people. And a lot of their self worth is tacked on based on how much attention they’re able to gather up from others around them, essentially.

And but again, that that can be typical expert sensing inferior behavior, because they have to go out of the way to be perfect. I mean, this is a woman who refused to give me a photo of herself, because I wanted a photo of herself with her not wearing any makeup on I want to see like the real her basically. And she refused to do it, which is like, wow, this is why I had advised her in the last email I sent to her, like, listen, when you’re in a relationship with his new EMTP, make sure you expose your flaws to him right off the bat, instead of trying to house with lies. Because if you hide your flaws with lies, that he’s gonna find out about it, and then he’s gonna throw it in the dumpster, like I did, you know, if you want to have a chance to that EMTP please go out of your way to expose your flaws to the intp as soon as possible, because by doing so, the intp will more likely with you because you have trusted him with your flaws.

And that’s what en teepees need. That’s also something that an INFJ can barely deal with, because an INFJ is pre built to be with an ENFP and ENFPs seek out perfections and find perfections amidst the flaws, and other people. So the INF j’s are constantly trying to show off their perfections because their golden pair is naturally seeking that. But their pedagogue, the EMTP is not naturally seeking that.

So the INFJ has to learn how to expose their flaws, the intp in order to have a healthy relationship with the intp it’s extremely important, right? And that’s usually mostly that’s like an ESTP man, NTP women’s a little bit different similar, but not the same. It’s just more importance with like an ESTP man in that particular case. 54:26 So you know, and that’s, that’s really important. Well, the reason why she won’t stop Janet is because Introverted Intuition hero just cannot let go.

And that’s the thing as soon as an AI hero decides what it wants, it will always they will always want that person it’s really hard for them to not want that person because if they are se parent or se hero is lot easier for se parent se hero to erase a person by destroying all the totems and just and just forget them, but it’s a lot harder because the anime He knows what it desires, it knows what it wants, and getting rid of totems from an SE inferior standpoint. Like they can’t really forget that person. They just really can’t. So like I made her a bunch of poems, these rat rhapsodies, I framed them, I had them illustrated, etc, I even told her in this email that I sent her, hey, you know, destroy those poems, because they’re probably tearing you up inside, you know, if you’re going to be happy, you might want to let go those destroy them.

The problem is, it’s not going to solve the problem, because I’m still stuck in her ni hero. And because of that, you know, it’s, it can be an issue and that lack of attention, she knows that that lack of attention is not there, which is continuously writing upon her Introverted Sensing demon. Even if she was physically in my parent, my Prezi decided to like choke me and my life, et cetera, it still wouldn’t do any good, it would still, I would still effectively haunt her indefinitely, basically. And I think that’s one of the reasons why, you know, because this can happen to ni heroes and heroes who are consistently trying to door slam other people whenever they can in their life.

And, you know, but it’s funny watching the enps, because while enps, can door slammed with their shadows, the enps are often trying to build bridges with other people and say, Okay, time has passed, you might have changed, you might have gotten better, right. And then as a result of that, perhaps there’s actually healing. That’s why you know, the tenacity comes from, you know, the saying, Where there’s a will there’s a way that is an AI, that is Introverted Intuition where there’s a will, there’s a way, and if expert intuition hero is building a bridge with that person, they know that you know, the possibility exists that way, they know that they have a choice, and their choice is not being taken away that that choice is not permanently cut off. And that actually ends up giving them a little bit of hope.

It also gives them a little bit more healing, because they know that the bridge is still there, and they can choose to cross that bridge if they want to. Whereas if the burnt bridge is there, it’s as if percent of the side of the bridge is haunting the NI hero from the other side of the burnt bridge, but if there is a built bridge, there’s always a chance, then the NI person has the opportunity to choose if they want to walk across that bridge or not. This is why bridge building is extremely healthy for people. But it’s usually an E users who actually do the bridge building.

It’s very rare for an NI user to do the bridge building, which I find utterly pathetic, quite frankly, I find that pathetic. Now one could argue that the last email she sent me is an example of her attempting to bridge building, but I don’t think so it kind of comes off a little manipulative to me, because she starts mentioning this other EMTP that she’s saying. So she’s basically trying to do a mirror on me and it’s like, hey, you know, I got this other person and this might be your last chance to so it’s kind of like a scarcity sales tactic almost, to try to get my attention from from me, when in reality situation is like, okay, sure, I’ll give you a little bit of attention or reply to you right now, I’m going to tell you everything you need to know to make that relationship successful. So that you know whether or not you’re bluffing or not, you have the tools to make it good with any intp later, etcetera.

So, and that and that, if not effectively, you know, she hasn’t emailed me since right? You know, she’s emailing me on average once a week for a while, which is kind of interesting. So, yeah. I don’t know what Sam Porter bridges. I don’t know what that means.

So, Eddie Chow, the answer, how do an eye heroes let go? They don’t. They don’t. But then again, si inferiors don’t necessarily let go either. I mean, think about honestly, like every single woman that I’ve ever had a sexual relationship with.

I love them. And, and they’re, I never forget them. And, you know, over the years, I’ve maintained correspondence with some of them. One of them was at risk of committing suicide and I’ve been trying to get into contact with them hoping that they didn’t but but they broke their back and it was not a really good situation for them.

She has an EN TJ and it was kind of sad. A sad situation that she was in very career minded woman and it just didn’t go really well for her in that regard. So so yeah. Oh, Death Stranding the Hideo Kojima game.

Fair enough. So yeah. Okay. So let’s move on a little bit.

So introverted. So I figured you know, since inter intuition is one of the more misunderstood cognitive functions using a real life example. From my life would have been far more useful than, you know, actually trying to whiteboard it out for you, etc. and kind of go in a different direction with it.

I think that’s really important. And also I wanted to revisit the input process output feedback, because I know that when we talked about the first orbit, we started talking about objective functions versus subjective functions, and how that matters. And again, you know, just like with Introverted intuition and extraverted, intuition, introverted intuition is an objective function. It is objective, because if you think about it, and we’ll just we’ll just go back on the example here.

So Introverted intuition when it’s in orbit with extroverted intuition, this is objective, it’s because the individual knows what I want, right? They know what they want what I want, right? But this is subjective, this is subjective, because you know why what I want can change the person’s always aware of what that is, they always are aware of what that is. So that’s why it remains objective. But expert intuition is subjective, because it is what they want. And that could and it’s more objective, if it’s focused on individual, but that can change.

It has the opportunity to change often. And there’s a lot more variability or variance will say, with expert intuition, right. And because you are in your own head, you know, what you want. So this is objective, but you are not 100% in these people’s head with your extroverted intuition.

So this is subjective. And if you add additional people that you’re keeping track of their desires, and what they want the same time, this information gets skewed, right, it becomes skewed. And then you add to subjectivity literally is correlation is not causation, right? It’s not causation. And that’s a that’s another problem.

Correlation is not causation. And that’s why it is subjective, right. Now, we’ve spent a lot of time we spend a lot of time looking at the full word. But let’s look at the reverse orbit, let’s actually look at what the reverse orbit looks like.

And I’ll see if I can get another real life example. I just really wanted to spend a lot of time my acts as an example. Just to kind of understand, you know how that goes. And again, guys, I’m not here to trash her, or make her feel bad or anything, I’m just using a real life example.

Being objective standing things, I’m not saying this, don’t go out there and you know, shit on her or anything. She’s human, just like I am just like everybody else’s, you know. So, like, seriously have mercy. She’s human.

You know, I legitimately wish her happiness I really like she, she’s worked really hard in her life. And she suffered a lot, I think, I think spent a lot more effort focusing on her own happiness, that she would reach it. And I don’t think it’s really good for me to inhibit her and inhibit her pursuit of happiness, I’m not going to do it. I hope she doesn’t inhibit my pursuit of happiness, but I’m not going to her or anyone else.

For that matter. I don’t really want to do that. I think it’s I think it’s important that we just learn these lessons. And we forgive each other and we move on and allow people to, you know, to continue their pursuit of happiness, you know, hashtag declaration independence hashtag, Benjamin Franklin.

But let’s, let’s talk about let’s talk about the reverse orbit. And this is also something very important, talking about the reverse orbit. So and it’s easy to talk about the reverse or it because the reverse always starts with expert intuition in the ego and introverted intuition in the unconscious. And for me, I will show you guys what that is.

So we’ve been talking a lot about tenacity, right? So let’s talk about what expert intuition really is. Is desirability me being desirable to others? 1:04:25 Basically, now I’m going to tell you guys a painful story from when I was very young. Okay. So when I was that goes in that goes directly into this.

So when I was four years old, something really bad to happen to me. Base. 1:04:50 Oh my gosh, what are you guys talking about in the chat? Okay, Uh yeah, no, exactly. And Andy Chow.

I agree. You know, if Andy, it does suck to never be able to let go or forget it, it really does. But the thing is, it sucks for an NI user, 1:05:16 it doesn’t really suck for an SI user. It doesn’t.

I mean, I was even talking to my mother in law about it recently. And she’s Yeah, you know, my ex husband and whatnot. Like, I mean, I’m still connected to him, and I just, I’m always connected to him, I always will be connected to him, because that’s just, that’s just how it works. There is no way to 100% sever that connection.

And si users understand that because they’re an E allows them to metaphysically see that connection. But to ni users, they don’t have high enough expert intuition to be able to see that metaphysical connection, and the ones that get the closest Ri and J’s but again, it creates that paranoia, you know, like, wow, I’m really worried that you’re not going to want me anymore. And then sometimes they assume that those people aren’t going to want them anymore. And then they treat them as if they’ve already cheated.

And then from my standpoint, it’s like, well, if I’m gonna do the time and missile, do the crime, etc, right? You don’t want to put an NP in that situation. Because an NP like if you accuse an NP of cheating, they will cheat on you, like guaranteed, so don’t accuse an NP of cheating on you. Bad decision. But looking at Yes, I am doing some kind of tour.

It’s June of next year, depending on COVID. But I believe I’ll be able to do it pretty well. I’m looking forward to it. But not but let’s again, let’s talk about the reverse.

Let’s talk about the reverse. Let’s talk about the the reverse orbit. Okay. So this is this is a an embarrassing thing to admit from my past.

But anyway, when I was four years old, I contracted a disease. And that disease gotten to my appendix and that it caused my appendix to get huge and then it exploded. It just absolutely utterly exploded. I got sepsis.

I was rushed to the hospital, I had minutes to live I was dying as a four year old had no idea it was going on, everyone kind of kept me in the dark about it, I just know that it was really painful. And I was hanging in there trying to you know, deal with the pain and just kind of survived basically. And in that moment, it it exploded, it literally actually exploded while on the X ray machine that I was in at the time, then they took me and they threw me into emergency surgery right away, trying to keep me alive. They had to take their scalpel and they literally cut me right down the center of my of my gut, basically, and all of my guts spilled out, and sepsis all over the place.

And they had to take a vacuum and vacuum out all of the steps it all the septic grossness, they had to wash all of my intestines and insides etc. And they put everything back in stuck a an NG tube down my throat, to the stomach pumped to continue to do a pump out the toxicity etc. That kept me alive by IV, and they sewed me back up, et cetera. That scar actually was pretty embarrassing for a while because immediately after that surgery, something started happening to me.

And my gut bacteria was never the same. So as a result, I started rapidly gaining weight. And no one really noticed that I was starting to get fat until about first grade, so about a year and a half later after that situation. And when it’s it’s a it’s a problem.

And based on that, like not only that I had this scar on my belly to like, you know if I didn’t have a shirt on and I was so fat that like is like my little smiley face, you know, with with the belly button being the nose and my nipples being the eyes and whatnot. Right? It was horrible. But now I don’t really have that problem anymore because like, I lost a lot of fat. But over time you know, I was picked last I was never chosen any hero was like not allowed to be that I get into fights all the time at school very pragmatic approach.

My parents, my dad never taught me you know, Hey, make sure you’re not the one throwing the first punch. And if you get involved, you better finish it. That’s what my uncle would have taught me but my dad taught me running just go get an adult so my dad taught me beta behaviors instead of alpha behaviors, but They, which became, you know, very rough. And then as a result, I just kind of went in my shadow to try to deal with all that trauma, etcetera, and just kind of survive as a result.

And over time. You know, I definitely was alone all the time. And I was extremely lonely, always picked, last never picked for anything not to be in anyone’s group not really invited to anything, any users, any si user that you know, out there, they all want to be invited to things. So like, if you’re trying to like if you know, in any user, you have a crush on, literally just go ask them to do something, tell them that they should do something with you, and invite them to something, because you’ll basically automatically win.

Literally, because making an SI user or an any user feel wanted and they do feel wants to do that invitation, they’ll definitely go for it. So like for example, you know, if you’re like an INFJ, and you’re trying to, you know, get with like an ENFP of some kind. And you INFJs are so afraid as if you’re so afraid of rejection? How about you just message them and be like, Hey, you want to go do this, or, Hey, you should come do this with me or something, just invite them to something. Okay, ultimate pickup line, it’s easy, as long as you know, for a fact that they’re available.

If you say hey, you know, if you know that they’re available and ask their friends or find find out they’re available, and then just go invite them to something. Congratulations, you’re good to go. Okay. Like, it’s easy.

It’s not that hard. Because if they are available, and you made them feel wanted, guess what? They’re probably going to say yes. Like, the majority of time I give it at least seven out of 10 chance, they’re gonna say yes. So all you people out there with performance anxiety, or rejection, anxiety, or yourselves, like seriously, get over yourselves is not hard.

Doesn’t matter if you’re a man or a woman, you know. Now granted, if you’re an SI user, man, you can’t always expect and I use a woman to like straight up, ask you out or invite you to go do things. So instead, go up to her and just give her the choice, hey, do you want to go do this thing with me? Or be like, Hey, I’m doing this thing tomorrow. Regardless, if you want to come with me or not? Do you want to come basically, that’s your approach there, okay? Do do it that way.

And then you’ll have a better opportunity. You know, at the end, I use a woman believe feels like she has a choice in the matter. She doesn’t feel disrespected, or forced or have a choice taken away, etc. And then she is seven out of 10 likely to say yes to that, etc.

So keep these dynamics in play when it comes to relationships, etc. So the point is, is that the point is, is that, you know, over time, I knew that how undesirable I was, I got to the point where in my, when I was 14 years old, my breasts were just as large as my mother, basically, I had breasts, they were huge. I also had like this, this hair going out of my arm that was like, a foot long, basically. And that that was that was ridiculous.

It was like a literal foot long hair growing out of my arm, you know, like crazy stuff are happening in me. And those days, of course, I was living in a trailer full of black mold, and extremely cold growing up. But then that made it easy to be homeless because I was used to that kind of cold anyway, so didn’t really bother me that much to be homeless when I was. But the point is, is that, you know, I had to deal with that and I knew at all times how undesirable I was.

And that led to loneliness and other feelings. But being undesirable was an E in your ego versus you know, ni in your conscious what this ends up doing through cognitive orbit is creating an emotion known as despair, despair, and ni Nemesis while we have any Nemesis paranoia, and I Nemesis produces despair. And I Nemesis is all about despair. Right? So I was constantly despairing.

This is why I tell people like Yeah. Oh, you think you were depressed? Well, I’ve been perpetually depressed my whole life. So shut the hell up. At least you don’t see me giving up, you know, Oh, you want to be you want to give up and commit suicide? Okay, sure, go ahead.

But like, for me, it’s like, I’m not going to give up. I’m going to keep going. And because tomorrow will be a better day. And as long as I work hard, you know, it’s so funny when I see like, you know, people are like, oh, you know, I’m gonna give up.

I’m gonna blow my brains out. And I’m talking to them having this conversation them and I’m like, wow. So you’re literally like the hair from the tortoise and the hare. You You have all the talent in the world.

You want to run the race, but then you get you stop in the middle of the race. And then you want to blow your brains out. And then the turtle the hard worker me is actually going to win the race because you’re too good to actually win. Work hard.

Really, really, you’re just resting on your laurels of your talent resting on your laurels of your status, really come on. Whereas I don’t get to rest on my laurels. 1:15:13 I don’t have status, nor do I care about status. I have hard work.

And hard work always wins, folks, it always wins. And this is an example of that. I’ve had perpetual depression throughout my entire life due to ni Nemesis despair, because I knew how on desirable I was, basically. But what’s interesting about undesirability that you can turn it into desirability if you add in something else here.

A look. Introverted Sensing, Introverted Sensing self discipline, which is on an axis with an E. And by me having discipline aka hard work, increases my personal strength. And then as a result of me working hard, it makes me more desirable.

Oh, yeah, you see as cognitive axis, but you could see how orbit can be a really bad thing. Or it can also be a very good thing because it can activate your axis and help you learn how to use your other functions for you to be able to grow and handle those issues. Okay, this is a big deal. So it’s a really, really big deal.

I tried, I tried Marky Mark I got so poor one time, I obviously, as a 14 year old, you know, just went to the local dairy farm and see if they could get any, you know, human milk or colostrum out there. So I could, you know, make a big money, because I figured, you know, hey, if the classrooms can be coming out of my, you know, giant, a 14 year old breasts at the time, I’m sure that we worth a lot of money on eBay, because I would be the first person of my kind who have ever accomplished such a feat of strength in life. No. Why are you asking that? Like you trying to be funny.

It’s kind of not working. Anyway. So. So being wanted, or not being wanted can actually create despair.

But it can also do the opposite effect. It can also create hope. So when you’re wanted as an N E user from a cognitive orbit standpoint, right? If you actually have an eye out here, right? If you have an eye out here fueling and it’s fueling extroverted intuition, then this gets fueled. And it gets rid of the despair that despair is negated, and then it has a lot of hope.

Right? Then you have a lot of hope. But if this Ni is gone, this energy goes away. And then despair is back. Basically, this is literally how cognitive orbit works.

And this is kind of orbit more specifically for ENFPs. This is literally how it works for enps. Technically, it’s how it works for anyway, anyone. But but it’s more, it’s more important, you know, we’re looking at it from the hero to Nemesis relationship, basically, from cognitive orbit.

So you can kind of see how external information or external cognition on other people around you is super important. If you’re an any user, who is constantly despairing and perpetually depressed, guess what? You need to either work hard to make yourself more desirable. So you can bring in other people who actually want you so you can have hope again. Have a better tomorrow.

Oh, apparently, that’s how that works. Oh, you see what I’m saying? Folks? Like, that’s, that’s like, literally how it works, you know? So yeah, so like, as an N E is are you see, so think about, you know, tenacity, and then that leads to paranoia, but they’re not paranoid anymore, they’re secure, they hit that security, and ease security, right? Because they know that they’re gonna, they don’t have to worry about being undesirable. They feel desired all the times because they know that they are getting your attention. It’s the same thing.

It’s how it works from an NI standpoint. So let’s just review here, you know, so, we have an eye, we have N E, right? And then you have se right. You know, and I and then you have this n e si user out here, and then this Ni is attached to this n e and then they have their their thing here, and the NI is wanting the N E user. So the NT user gives attention and attention gets to the SC, which then sends the energy up to the NI, which then sends energy down to the N E, and then the N E feels desired down here, because they’re getting attention.

So attention leads to feeling desired. So that way, their paranoia is up. iterated, basically, there’s no, there’s no paranoia. And this is why human beings need to have relationships.

This is why human beings basically are not to be alone, essentially, because no one human being can make it. Now, the strongest of us are the people who have self discipline and are desirable, but don’t surround themselves with people per se. And they could still move forward regardless of the amount of despair that they carry with them, or the people that can still move forward regardless of the paranoia that they can carry with them, et cetera, right? So yes, this, this directly translates into other into other people like taking se hero, and an SE hero is not going to give their attention their si Nemesis attention to somebody else, unless they already have someone else’s attention first, that se hero is not going to want or provide desire towards somebody else, unless that person is giving them attention first, basically. So cognitive orbit becomes a priority system on how to meet certain people’s needs mental needs, basically.

And this also helps you determine how compatible other people are with other people. Because, like, if you have an any hero versus an SE hero, let’s say they’re in a relationship, the SE hero is expecting the any hero to provide to provide attention upfront, right? Whereas the any hero is expecting the SE hero to provide desire upfront. This is why super ego relationships fail, okay? Whereas golden pair relationships are pedagogue relationships, the, what they expect, the other person to provide upfront is being provided upfront. And that way it makes it so that the relationship isn’t so much transactional, it’s more natural, right? And this is how cognitive orbit literally impacts sexual relationships and how important it is.

Right? Super, super important. So again, so Andy Chow to answer your question. You can turn despair into hope but to do something with that hope before it turns into despair, hope despair, are two sides of the same coin. Yes, they are.

But again, one human being can’t do it all on their own. One human being can’t do it all on their own. And then as a result of that, they get to a point where it’s like, okay, hey, like, you know, are they getting that their mental needs met by their psychological needs met by another human being or any other human beings around them? And again, this is why this is this is exactly why golden pair pedagogue relationships, at least the sexuality, silver pair is super important. And you can still pull it off with bronze pair, it’s just really hard to pull it off with the super ego level extremely hard, where heroes are trying to get their needs met from Inferior functions.

It’s extremely difficult, it can happen, but it requires a lot of work. But it’s really, really hard to pull it off. And this is why you know, that’s why I tell people I recommend reading books like Sapiens or sex at dawn consistently to try to understand you know, how sexual relationships psychologically end up manifesting over time from a nurturing standpoint. And then you can apply cognitive orbit to those books to Christopher Ryan’s work, etc.

So you can kind of get a better understanding of kind of how one human being can’t really make it all the way you know, and it also helps you to find exactly what a life partner should actually look like for you if there is a such thing as a life partner for you or anyone in that matter. So yeah, but anyway, and yes, Marvel axis made a really good point no, man is an island, etc. So yeah, no man is an island, which is a pretty, pretty good point to be made there. So yeah, um Okay, so I think I have looked at perception functions pretty well here in terms of the cognitive orbits.

I am just verifying it miss anything else? Yeah, I didn’t, I didn’t use the positive and negative charge basically, but you know, I’m doing AC DC approach, you know, AC is is axis whereas DC is orbit we, I explained that more in the first orbit lecture because I tried to these lectures a little bit different from each other, etc. to kind of go from there. Alright, so anywho uh, Let’s do a quick q&a that’s specific to the second orbit introvert intuition and extrovert intuition. Right now.

Let’s have that going here. 1:25:13 You’re most welcome Cynthia Payne. Awesome. Having trouble finding premium seasons.

Alright, so lemon lime, premium seasons, all you have to do is go to CS Joseph dot life forward slash portal. And then you go to journeyman, click the access now button on journeyman and then just sign in with your username and password. And then up there you went. As soon as you’re logged in, go to the very top, you see bunch of tabs on top, and then just highlight those tabs with your cursor.

Or if you’re on your phone, just click them tap on once, and a list will appear. And then you can see the premium lectures and seasons also the cutting edge episodes there, and you’ll find you’re looking for. Okay, um, okay, good question. How do you and Railgun do it and II se I’m an ENFP with an ESTP.

It’s basically an insane amount. It’s an insane amount of communication. For Railgun. And I, we actually have like, these little meetings where we talk about our relationship.

And interestingly enough, I treat my wedding anniversary as a performance review day, and not necessarily a vacation day for celebration, some more of a performance review, which is really interesting. But the thing is, is that by having that super, super high level of communication, we are able to, you know, meet each other’s needs. That’s not to say that it’s not very difficult, but it is an extremely difficult relationship. Absolutely it is.

But it can also be extremely rewarding as well at the same time. So I talk a little bit more about this in season 12, which is the social compatibility Lecture Series, which I highly recommend everyone checks out for their specific types and the types that they would be compatible with and not compatible with, just to kind of get an idea of how it goes. Okay. Yeah, yeah, cause I totally know what you mean.

Like, if if a man is alpha enough, then he can actually in some cases, cheat, and then his woman would still stay with him. And that’s not to say that she would be a weak woman, et cetera. It’s not really that but then again, like biologically, men are made to be with multiple women, just like women are biologically made to put their children above their men Anyways, if you think about it logically, you know, monogamy is not actually based on biology, as much as people claim it as because they try to compare the human race to chimpanzees, which are very monogamous. But then you should actually be comparing human beings to Bona bows instead, who are actually very poly.

So again, this is heavily explored in sex at dawn and Sapiens, I recommend checking that out, just to kind of get a different idea about it. And if you guys have questions about that, you can message me privately on Facebook Messenger. And I can talk a little bit more about that. If I have time.

And sometimes I don’t have time. A lot of people I’ve had I’ve had people who are like very Christian telling me that monogamy is actually very biblical. It’s not it’s actually not biblical. And I have no problem debating that with any Christianese person who disagrees with me on that.

I my usual citation for that is Matthew chapter five, verse 31, through 37 has one of the main core bases of my argument that monogamy is not actually biblical, but a lot of people can’t handle that. So let’s continue. So Andy Chow is asking, can you use ni N E on a spectrum with varying strength? Like taking what you want using external desires and IE to verify confirm your internal desires? Yes, you can. You can do that.

But usually it’s healthier to use your cognitive access to determine that so So like for example, let’s talk about you know, expert intuition demon to Introverted Intuition inferior like my wife, for example. And I inferiors are very weak to scarcity, marketing or scarcity sales. And if they see other people buying something with their se hero, then they want to buy it too. But then their N E demon comes into place they see all these people making choices and they haven’t made a choice they’re ni inferior, and that any demon will pressure the NI inferior to actually make the choice or the NI inferior will become selfish with its choice and take the choice away.

Take the choice for themselves will prevent everyone else from having that choice, which is any demon that’s a cognitive orbit right there. So the answer your question, Andy Chow is yes. Isabella s How can an INFP do develop self discipline, force yourself to do things that you’ve never done before and things that you don’t want to do on a consistent basis. Like move to a country where you don’t expect you don’t.

You don’t speak the language etc, and just survive and see if you can do it. That would be a great example of forcing self discipline development. Marky Mark asks, How does an INTJ stand up comic deal with hecklers without getting overwhelmed or abusive towards the heckler? Marky Mark, you need to read the book The Tao of Jeet Kune dough which will teach you how to use your expert intuition Nemesis cognitive orbit in a way to redirect the hackles into creating new jokes on the fly and then throwing it back at the audience. That would be probably the best strategy I’d recommend.

Okay, okay. Oh, Eliot Woodhead lol I was that Xavier guy on a fake account after my first account got banned. PS sorry, I’m not supposed to. Oh, good Eliot bro.

I gotta fist bump you on that one man because when I got the copy of that conversation, I was laughing so hard it made my day man it made it literally made my day and it’s literally it was literally physical concrete evidence as to what I’ve been telling people for all this time that and I heroes can’t let go and they’re not supposed to let go either. So that’s why they go out of the way to allow themselves not to become attached to somebody because and I hear we get so attached so attached. So that’s probably gonna be like a meme one day, but yeah. Oh my gosh, I’m sure the editors just gonna like have fun with that.

All right. Let’s see. Okay. The premium page keeps taking me back to the payment page.

Okay, lemon lime. Can you send me a message on Facebook Messenger and I’ll see if I can get that fixed for you. I just need to know like, can you take a photo like you can go to snag s n ag dot g y also known as snaggy and hit print screen with the error and then hit control V on that page. Oh, pasted a screenshot and then just send me that screenshot link through Facebook messenger so I know what exactly you’re doing.

And then we could probably get that fixed for you right away. Yeah, living in a foreign country definitely have to face okay, the Tao of Jeet Kune Do let me actually like spell that for you so that you don’t get screwed 1:32:42 yeah 1:32:44 doubt Yeah, another another one you can look at Marky Mark is 1:32:52 the Warrior Within by John Little, I think that may also provide additional explanation. What are the different hero functions expecting upfront so SC is expecting attention. Si is expecting comfort TE is expecting intelligence.

Fe is expecting morals and moral behavior. Ti is expecting another person to listen to them. And to like kind of just stop and listen regardless of the wrong or correct whatsoever. And N E is expecting desire.

And fy is expecting. It’s kind of like, if I it’s hard for me to define it’s it’s kind of it’s kind of like ti because ti wants to be listened to the FBI wants to kind of have more of a voice. It’s like, Hey, as long as I could just share my principal with you. You don’t have to agree with it.

I just want to have the opportunity to share with it whereas Ti is more like you’re going to listen to me. And after I prove you wrong, you’re going to do it you’re going to take action ti kind of expects action along with the because you don’t listen to me is really someone saying You heard what I said but you’re not doing what I said that’s what a TI user would say whereas an FYI, user just wants to be heard. not listened to. So I hope that makes sense.

Yeah, validated. Sure. But more of heard, I think because I could still say validated through Fe access on TI I could still I could still argue that to so. 1:34:35 And I is expecting freedom of choice.

Absolute freedom. Freedom of Choice. Free, free free. Okay.

Okay, Sarah, if you could give me a screenshot as to what your issue is to or open a ticket that would be great that’s not supposed to be doing that. And like I said, guys, if you have any problem comes with login to members portal like seriously open a ticket, we need to get it fixed right away. Because we don’t want other users to get screwed all your guys’s tickets like we look at them every day, except we don’t usually do unless they’re like super high priority or critical or someone’s getting screwed, then we’ll do it. But like come Monday morning, we just we blaze through and we have them usually answered within 24 hours, sometimes same day, depending on ticket load.

So cognitive functions cheat sheet is coming. It is live everything you need to know it’s, it’s going to be similar to the type grid. The idea of this cheat sheet is to help people actually identify specific cognitive functions with what people are doing and with what people are saying. So you can actually identify cognitive functions that will make it easier to identify specific functions when you’re typing somebody.

So you can identify axes and orbits super, super quick. That is coming. I am actually making it right now. I actually spent two hours on it today.

So it’s pretty awesome. So yeah. Okay, now you don’t need a bridge. I don’t need to build a bridge.

It’s my choice to build a bridge if I want to put up the effort or not. I don’t have to. It’s not like my duty per se. But sometimes I do it just to see what’s up.

And besides, sometimes a rebuild the bridge, reengage with the person Oh, they haven’t changed. I burned it down again. And then I haunt them from a distance. So either way.

So yeah. How do I deal with codependent and I child family member who I door slammed and who won’t let me go, who won’t let go and who is constantly trying to control me? You flee from that person? Immediately. was a dumb question. So can you explain what is different between an E M V and SC jealousy? Se likes to have ownership it’s more of like a stake your claim type of thing because they want to stake that claim and that earth that entered it sensing Earth, whereas an E is all about what what is possible.

So jealousy is more like, you know, wanting, wanting to keep and hold what I already have, that’s se whereas an E is wanting ever keep what I don’t have. Right. So that’s the difference. Okay.

That should do it. Okay. How to parent inf peas you should read understand? Not sure. Okay.

And yeah, well, Mark and Mark, move out and get away from the person. And I and Jays engaged in similar behaviors. I don’t do SPS and INFJs and INFJs engaged in summer airs. They do but it’s just different priorities.

Gemini lady, it’s just different priorities. What would be the best and worst aspects of an I O and E parent? relationship? It’s pretty good. That’s a silver that’s a silver pair sexual relationship. It’s excellent.

It’s amazing. I’ve helped prepare sexual relationships. I love them all. I love golden pair and silver pair sexual relationships.

They’re excellent. I have not had a bronze pair sexual relationship before. So I couldn’t really comment on that. Really.

So. So no idea. But it’s excellent. Okay, how do you expose your flaws without coming off as self deprecating? You do this by being okay with failing and not taking yourself too seriously.

Basically, be okay with failing in front of your partner and and if they are trying to help you not fail later, listen to them actually take the time to listen and hear them out. You know? 1:39:15 Okay, remember, there’s nothing worse that can happen than not existing at all, which is probably also interesting. So keep moving when you have to. Absolutely.

Mr. Kaz. Absolutely. Although you remind me of a name that I saw on a certain slack server earlier today.

And I wonder if you’re the same person, interesting. And if it is dope, all right. dogo. Is it possible for an INFJ to door slam but not door slam hard enough? Where there is a super Yes, yes.

Yes, absolutely. Not door slam hard enough. I think that’s what Andy my ex girlfriend has been dealing with. She hasn’t been able to door slam hard enough and that’s why I suggested she burned the poems and wraps these I wrote for her.

She could actually door slamming easier but II Then then, because if an AI hero still wants what it wants, you know, just like Selena Gomez says the heart wants what it wants you and I’m saying that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s going to be a recipe for success in that. So who knows? Okay, and bronze pair No, that’s not bronze pair AMI bronze pair is INFJ E is TJ, that’s bronze pair. And INFP INFJ is silver. Yes, just like intp INFJ is silver.

Yeah, that’s silver. Off topic. Now I don’t do off topic. How do you make em TVs happy in a relationship? Or friendship? What do they need? Especially depression and violent prone en TPS? The probably an ESTP not actually an ESTP.

If you’re describing them that way, lemon line but honestly. But to answer your question, truly, make them feel wanted as possible. Make them feel comfortable. Listen to them.

Even if you believe they’re wrong, listen to them anyway. And show grateful for the nice things that they actually do for you and be grateful for them. And don’t forget the nice things that they do for you actually spend time to write them down. And remind yourself that they actually did nice things for you so that you can be reminded of what you could be thankful for.

i NT J’s really struggle with remembering what to be thankful for. So and so what is the best way for an INFJ deal with this issue after not door slamming hard enough? I’m embarrassed about it. But I’m dealing with this personally. Go up to the person and find out if they’ve changed or just flee from the person for a while.

The only other suggests that you have is replaced the person and overwrite that person within your memory. Basically overwrite them with new shared experiences so that your Introverted Sensing demon isn’t permanently etched by you just have to overwrite them basically. Kindness kill them with kindness. Okay, cool.

Okay nice. Nice Kaz. Nice. Nice indeed.

Ah, good. None of your business. So if and I hear Oh, can’t get what it wants. It retreats into the shadow.

Yes. How do you differentiate between ego and the shadow? If you’re stuck in said shadow, you just look at your behavior? Are you being super paranoid and worried about not being chosen? Or are you more concerned about you know, the lack of attention? What’s the issue? Like identify with the actual problem is how can I teach a stand up comic deal with unconscious desire to be liked by the audience? Behave like all the other INTJ is and treat your audience like shit? I’m not kidding. And yeah, and seriously Marky Mark, read the book atomic attraction. That would do you wonders.

And before you read atomic attraction, read the rational male, the rational male, preventative medicine, the rational male positive masculinity, followed by atomic attraction, sex at dawn, followed by Sapiens in that exact order. And then that will create a principled philosophy within your mind, especially after reading atomic attraction, which will be the most valuable to you. But you won’t understand the concepts until you read the first rational male books, because they actually present the concepts. The first the rational male books provide you the why, but atomic attraction provides you with the how.

Oh, thank you. Thank you very much. Ouch, I should not use that arm for that. I have shoulder injury been lifting a lot, huh? Ya be great, thank you.

Thank you. NTPs get really stressed out easily when I’m working with appreciation or they miss type. They’re very Miss typed. And I would I I’d feel very flattered and lemon lime, if you would shower me with appreciation.

And I very doubt would make me happy as an intp. So please don’t do that. I think they’re Miss types. I really think I think your ability to type other people might not be the best.

But let me help you solve that problem right now. So lemon lime, knowing what your type is as an extroverted sensor. I’m going to give you the number one strategy right now on how to accurately type people, you know, around you. Okay, so what I need you to do.

Step one, is create a big tight grid that you can like put on like like a wall, like put on a wall and like make a make a square, let’s say it’s like a, maybe I don’t know, a five by five square for each section on the Type grid. And then I want you to go to like my website, CS joseph.ly forward slash famous and look at all of the famous people that have been typed and get their faces and cut up their faces little pictures and cut up the faces and put their faces on like a collage and each of the different squares on this type read basically on your wall. And then use your extroverted sensing and look at the patterns of their jawline, their facial structure, how they do their hair, how they smile, all of that. And you’ll start to see all of their, from an expert sensing standpoint, all the physical features that are shared with your type.

And then when you look at and then and then also get people from your life on social media, LinkedIn, Facebook, whatever. And seriously put that information, put their photos on that type grid as well and walk by everyday and just look at it. And then over time, people in your life be like, Hey, that guy is a Jeff. So he has to be an intp.

Or that guy is a mic. So he has to be an INFP. You see what I’m saying? That is how you can master typing with the Type grid quickly and a lot faster than necessarily relying on the dichotomies like temperaments and interaction styles and cognitive access and cognitive orbit and Templar are in quadra, et cetera, or the test that I provide. It’ll allow you to naturally do that, because you’ll be able to mine all those physical features out ahead of time.

So So yeah, okay. Let’s see. You’re talking about how and I people get really attached? What’s that for any users, any users get very loyal. It’s like Stockholm Syndrome.

How can I differentiate between se inferior and Eminem is Well, are you afraid? Or are you worried? Fear would be se inferior worry would be unconcerned be any nemesis. Can you please type that in? So I can write it down? Sorry. The Booklist Oh, yeah, the rational male Volume One, two and three. Atomic attraction by Christopher can Well, sex at dawn, my Christopher Ryan, and sapiens.

Literally those books. Okay, I’m a journeyman member, but I can’t find a rules for loving lectures. Where are they? Whoo. Marvel access.

They are not available. We are releasing them q1 of next year. Thank you for being patient. They will be there.

Make your bills room make your bedroom really ugly, basically. Okay. Yeah. Yeah.

So they’ll appreciate it. Yeah, cuz right. Now, I’m not asking you to, like be like, the thing is, though, is that the way lemon lime is, is that she can she has ti critic, which means she’s going to show appreciation and FYI, child vitiation. If it’s deserved, if it’s not deserved, she’s not gonna do it.

And if she’s going to be overly showing appreciation, it’s because it’s overly deserved. I think an INTJ because of how systematic they are. They know the difference to do that. So I have every confidence in her ability to act that appreciation and that gratitude on point.

Okay. Okay. Does any critic have the same problem with trying to make the object of their desire, undesirable to other people as any nemesis? The answer is yes. It’s just any Nemesis does it far more.

And but yes, the answer is yes. En J’s can do that. Okay, Amir, I was literally reading that, but okay. thought that it was always bad to assume and judge, it is bad to assume and judge but use the visual aids, your accuracy will go up lemon line? And what is se inferior virtuos response function? Should they move to when attention deprived? Go replace this source of attention with a different one, Amy? Seriously? 1:49:00 Seriously, okay.

Like, this is a situation where it’s okay to be high Pergamus. Okay. Like, you know, women are high Pergamus they want their Alpha seed, or they want their Beta need. And if you if you’re targeting one of those two, if you need your most security, you know, go for beta need, if you want to have you know, good DNA, go for alpha seed, basically.

But go get another one. Like, seriously, just go get another one. If the one that you’re targeting is not working out for you. Go get another one and see if you can overwrite the previous one that you were targeting.

That’s that’s all I can really say. And I’d give the same advice to Andy my ex, I’d literally tell her like, look, you’re you’re going with that EMTP you want to be a life partner that great get in relation to them overwrite me overwrite me from your mind. So you can actually have happiness, you know, that’s basically one of the that’s like the last resort that an INFJ can do at that moment. They can’t let go.

So It’s alright lemon lime. It’s all good. If I could magically appear next to you right now and give you a hug I would like seriously like, you were a very fantastic person. When when I’m and while I’m sure you probably felt like I was judging you, I wasn’t not at all.

I actually think very highly of you. I just wish you stop smoking. Please, please stop smoking. Alright, demand that people do but don’t be offended defensive.

They say why they aren’t. Yeah, maybe. I don’t know the context what you’re saying though Kaz. Okay, could you put up a list of upcoming events, releases, et cetera? On the website? Yeah, it’s on.

It’s like CS joseph.ly forward slash calendar, I think somewhere there. But yeah, we often don’t. We often don’t post what I’m releasing. Because we don’t want to pigeonhole myself.

Right now. I’m in the middle of developing software. And I’m in the middle of finishing up algorithms and various avocado or abacuses, because both are plural, apparently. And to make sure that I am gathering all the vectors for all those things, etc.

I’m busy working on that right now. And I’m also working on getting my health I mean, I just sustained a shoulder injury. So I can’t lift for like a week or two. I can still do legs.

So I’m doing lower body, but my upper body I can’t work on anymore, which kind of really, really sucks right now due to the shoulder injury, but I’ve been handling it and so yeah, losing body fat and training my children and training people for my business and creating content and running agile project management. It’s just been pure insanity. So I try not to like force myself in there. So and So Um, okay, evil anthrax.

Okay, well, I think I think Well, I think most Auntie peas with ti parent would think that we’re being manipulated. If the praise we’re getting is not well deserved. It’s not praise. It’s appreciation, praise can be offered to somebody, even if they don’t deserve it.

appreciation is something that’s given in gratitude, because we did something first ahead of time. Okay. That’s what gratitude is. It’s a little bit different.

So anyway, folks, I am heading out. Thank you all for watching. When I have when I have my video guy actually edit this stream to make it a lot smaller than it is because it’s literally two hours and that’s just insanity. So yeah, but thank you all for watching and thank you for being here.

Much appreciated, folks. And I’ll see you guys tomorrow. Oh, couple CSJ responds to be dropping this week. One of them is very sexually charged.

Talks about NTP sexuality. You might want to tune in for that one. So All right, sounds good, folks. I’ll see y’all later.

Have a good night.